Hulk

Look at hulk and his flabby biceps, i mean u'd expect that when you shout like that you would have your whole hand contracted , but his just looks like some jelly with veins, but that's besides the matter, TOPIC: HULK (you notice i put caps, no reason, don't ask so many questions)

This topic will probably be lame since i have no one to comment with but i shall talk none the less.
As i grew up i always imagined myself being spider man, i was always the nerd that was picked on at school which i could relate to in Peter Parker. I used to think that i would actually find a way to transform myself into a superhero such as spider man and, not beat up, but kill everyone that bothered me in school. But as years passed i came over another hero, more or less, to which i related even more. My attitude changed, my friends, i became aggressive, i started bodybuilding, hulk was my new idol. Although i didn't really think ill expose myself to radiation to become big, like i would in my childhood, i did think it possible to become big and more naturally, a monster. My problem, as i aged, was not that with my fellow school colleagues , but more with the world. I started hating every human being, having spider man as an idol was not a strong enough super hero for me to face the world with. Hulk became my all time favorite, it was so symbolical how he transformed. He was a calm person, and he was aware of his condition. He always tried to control himself, detach himself from everyone just for their own safety, but then people are so stupid that they don't leave him alone. People around him release the monster inside, they ask for it, they want it. It's a matter of human/animal instinct which we lack to control. Instead of thinking things through, to obtain what we want, even though some things are limited to us due to the fact that we are human, we take 2 sides, the good one and the bad one. We face the bad side wishing to eliminate it , but we face it without thought, without conscious, like stupid animals. If we fail to over come the evil we quit or continuously fail like idiots. What we could be doing is ignore the threat if we THINK we cant face it and go directly to the good side, but unfortunately we will always be mere mortals. ( in conclusion, super heroes are just idols, they will never help you on your quest to fulfillment)